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Delusions

Waves are closing in.


I know they are
waiting,
watching,
waiting,
waiting.


Time is passing
like a sharp and cutting wind,
leaving everyone scarred
who feels it passing.


The world lies still at times,
when the dimensional doors
are wide open
for everyone to step through.


I have gone missing.
Wandered too much
through endless universes.


My mind disfigured by gravity.


And the search for
sanctuary
continues through time.


Infinity rolled up like your sleeve.
But it’s not you.


I can’t decide if you are an illusion,
a trick my mind plays on me,
or if you are a different version
of yourself.


Too many chances taken
leave you lonely
and with the delusions
of your short, human life.





Another one of my more recent poems.
First published here.

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