Lights Keep Flickering

Lights keep flickering,
blinking.
Cloudy mind
drags itself through the
endless day.

Pain is chewing away
at my bones.

The world slowly
fades into gray
and my brain
trickles
down,
drops of gray matter
weave through the gray clouds.

Where have last night's
lights and colours gone?
Last night
I was afraid of falling.
Not anymore.

The days can't pass fast enough,
the days can't pass slow enough.

I wish time wasn't
such a tangled,
scrambled up
thing.

I wish I could dream
endless nightmares
to feed my mind
with inspiration.

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Fern

This was an early picture that I took with my mum's first digital camera. I had lots of fun with the macro function in our backyard and in some of the parks in our little town. That was before I was made aware that people would usually deal drugs in those parks and was forbidden to go. I went anyways.

Just Take My Soul

Just take my soul, piece by piece, rip it apart, dissolve it and pour it down the drain. I'll be better off among my own, among the dead. You think I'm a liar, maybe I am. Who knows what's real anyway? I can see my world slowly dissolving around me. I wish I could burn my skin and flesh away, dissolve with my world into nothingness - a fast, floating dream without any impact. Is now the time to say goodbye?

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