Lights Keep Flickering

Lights keep flickering,
blinking.
Cloudy mind
drags itself through the
endless day.

Pain is chewing away
at my bones.

The world slowly
fades into gray
and my brain
trickles
down,
drops of gray matter
weave through the gray clouds.

Where have last night's
lights and colours gone?
Last night
I was afraid of falling.
Not anymore.

The days can't pass fast enough,
the days can't pass slow enough.

I wish time wasn't
such a tangled,
scrambled up
thing.

I wish I could dream
endless nightmares
to feed my mind
with inspiration.

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All the Universes

Light travels fast, light travels far, come and travel with me and with light... far, far away... to the farthest realm... darkness surrounds me, but soon the sky lights up with millions and millions of stars and I am not alone. Oh, sweet cosmic abyss, embrace my poor soul and make me immortal, so I can see... so I can feel... all the universes... all the universes out here... swimming through time until the end of it and the start of a new time in oh so many dimensions... spread out, crumbled up, sticking together, floating, rolling, turtleneck dimensions.

Terribly Lost

Thick mists cover the water, mountains loom over me, an old wooden quay leading to nowhere. Oh, I got so terribly lost, I can see through the fog, but I can't feel the cold. Oh, dance with me on this old wooden quay. I take off my dress and feel the wind, the wind that is roughing up the waters, carressing my skin. Come, follow me, my sweetheart, we'll go for a swim and we'll dance under water in the dark. As the waves crush over me and I sink and I dance, I can see through the mist and the dark. Oh, I got so terribly lost.

Fern

This was an early picture that I took with my mum's first digital camera. I had lots of fun with the macro function in our backyard and in some of the parks in our little town. That was before I was made aware that people would usually deal drugs in those parks and was forbidden to go. I went anyways.

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